No More Land Mines

Whenever I feel alone, I always look upon myself to reach out to someone whom I can put my trust on to. If someone betrayed me, I feel that a certain power or dignity has been taken away from me because I believe that it is in the relationship and friendship that one feels love and only those whom we truly love can hurt us deeply. However, no matter how hard it is, I reaches for him to shower my heart with forgiveness and humility.

I doesn’t keep secrets inside that are hurting me because I talk to him, and I has learned that life is not perfect so a little laugh might whenever I has made mistakes and whenever people tease me.I agree with them by laughing or making joke by myself when it make sense. Whenever I feel that nobody listen to me, I talk to God because I know that He would never turn back on me.

Usually hilarious, suddenly serious. Usually a child, suddenly an adult. Usually prudent, suddenly negligent. Ironic. He has a warehouse appetite, is a big fan of coffee, and is able to drive like an ambulance driver. He uses words, as though he is their master. He can say anything in his mind, yet, he is quite misunderstood. Ironic. He enjoys engaging in senseless debates, arguing about the pointless. Then he would spend his sleepless nights accompanied by cigarettes thinking about the logical. ironic. He criticizes and despises many thing. Undeniable he is loaded with frankness and sarcasm. But he could  easily see what’s good and beautiful about someone. He has a passion for real people.

Like an old pillow with that familiar-only-yours-smell, one gets too comfortable with him. He is the most “sought-after” friend for he can gracefully pass through anguish. Always in the lookout for something to do, he makes sure that everybody else is having as much fun as he is. He is selfless. And he would just say, “I’m not good. I’m just good at making people believe that I’m good. Ironic. He is conventional,yet so atypical. There is practically no sense in describing this indescribable person. Perhaps it would be much easier if I equate him with the word IRONIC.